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31 August 2006

who knew?!?

So I hear from sarcasticlutheran that it's Blogday 06. She says and I say

Apparently today is Blog Day 2006. I'm not entirely sure what that means exactly, but I know that I should list 5 blogs I like that I haven't mentioned before:

OK. So, the people I read the regularily are on "blogs i heart" and "get to know em",(and I don't think I have mentioned before in previous posts) and like a whole whole lot are Max, NatalieDee, SarcasticLutheran (ok- i mentioned her just now, but that doesn't count), sacred art of living, and Tierra y cielo.

There really are so many more, seems I find new cool folks every day. So I hope you just keep checking the links on my sidebar. And for those who read me, consider yourself tagged. Maybe we make it BlogWeek 06?

And now a word from my favorite sponsor

My favorite sponsor who does not yet have a blog, my sweetie. You go honey!

From Rob Brezsny's newletter

A BRIEF FOR THE DEFENSE by Jack Gilbert

Sorrow everywhere. Slaughter everywhere. If babies are not starving someplace, they are starving somewhere else. With flies in their nostrils. But we enjoy our lives because that's what God wants. Otherwise the mornings before summer dawn would not be made so fine. The Bengal tiger would not be fashioned so miraculously well. The poor women at the fountain are laughing together between the suffering they have known and the awfulness in their future, smiling and laughing while somebody in the village is very sick. There is laughter every day in the terrible streets of Calcutta, and the women laugh in the cages of Bombay. If we deny our happiness, resist our satisfaction, we lessen the importance of their deprivation. We must risk delight. We can do without pleasure, but not delight. Not enjoyment. We must have the stubbornness to accept our gladness in the ruthless furnace of this world. To make injustice the only measure of our attention is to praise the Devil. If the locomotive of the Lord runs us down, we should give thanks that the end had magnitude. We must admit there will be music despite everything. We stand at the prow again of a small ship anchored late at night in the tiny port looking over to the sleeping island: the waterfront is three shuttered cafés and one naked light burning. To hear the faint sound of oars in the silence as a rowboat comes slowly out and then goes back is truly worth all the years of sorrow that are to come. 

First I didn't know this was a poem until I read further into the text in which I found this, but okay, poem or not, I think it's an important directive in this sucky world of ours: it's important to acknowledge and work against evil in the form of bad government, mean people, environmental devastation, animal cruelty, senseless violence, greed, heartlessness, callousness, insensitivity, and plain stupidity. Important, important, important to talk about it and to ACT on it.

However, the minute we let our minds and hearts be filled with the concentration of evil, the minute we hold it in our bodies and let it drive out what is glorious about being alive, I agree with the writer, we "lessen the importance of their deprivation." We actually do a disservice to those with less than ourselves when we fail to uphold and enjoy all that is good in a balance with pushing down and out all that is bad.

Clearly, there is much to delight in! We fail at truly living if we cannot balance our serious work with the ability to laugh out loud. In fact, I say, if your serious work in this life is not also joyful--even if that seems wrong because your topic is so serious or awful--then you're doing it wrong.

Them's fightin' words, folks! Challenge me, I dare you! I'm doing my serious lifetime work right now in writing this, and I'm enjoying the hell out of myself. In the words of MPR, "THIS I BELIEVE."

And you?

30 August 2006

mine is a rip off blog, apologies

J2k7I hate to continue to not actually write something, but the content out there is just so good.
I found this little article called "Jesus and I broke up" from KtB today. Makes me think about my own relationship with the big J. Oh - we are not on breaking up terms by any means. Not even close. But I think we have fallen into what the female queers call lesbian death bed. In the begining it is all sex, sweat and hot stuff. U-hauls are called, and moshing and holding hands in public is what it is all about. Then, months, sometimes years pass, and the "hot-ness" fades. Weight gain is often a factor AND a fact. Routine, patterns, the usual, it all feels good, just no longer say, earth-shattering.

But what about the radical, life changing, table turning, ocean of living water love in Jesus?!?

Me and Jesus, just need to have some talks. I am not ready to break up. I don't think He is either.

BTW - check out this great post (HT to michael @ rudearmchair, who comments first). Maybe this has something to do with it?

29 August 2006

a good listen for today

A nod from someone posting on revgals today, got me to this interview with Barbara Brown Taylor, done by Terry Gross on Fresh Air. It is totally worth a listen, especially for an episco-geek like me.
One of my favorite, totally quoteable, things that Barbara said was this (in response to Terry's question whether she (Barbara) stands for gay equality in the Episcopal Church, at ANY cost):
"The church IS both split and together. One of the reasons I chose the Episcopal Church in the first place was it was not a church that insisted on my doctrinal conformity. It was a church whos book was called the Book of Common Prayer, not the book of common belief."
Give it a listen if you are into that kind of thing.

Beer, prayer and God

Please come if you are in and around Minneapolis tonight.
Taap_1

28 August 2006

brilliant

A wonderful post by sacred art of living today. And another great one by LutheranChik's "L" Word diary from last Thursday.
Two totally different posts.
Both wonderfully written.
Happy Monday reading.

blessing, union, what-cha-call-it

The wedding blog is updated, check it out yo!

p.s. - I'd love some outside feedback if anyone has time.

25 August 2006

I'm in a peanut butter state of mind

5150024191It's not exactly a New York state of mind, whatever.
What does PB mean to me? Why would it be my state of mind?
In a word, comfort.
It is my #1 comfort food of all time. On bagels, with cheese (don't knock it till you have tried it). Every morning I battle my bulges. I look in the mirror hoping that it is my "fat" mirror and not really me. But, I have not been good to my body over the past 5 years or so. In vein I have tried little spurts of eating healthy (which I think I do for the most part) or getting excersize. The fact remains, I did not stick with it, and the never fails weight loss program that has worked for me has been major family trauma or a failed relationship breakup. And even my last relationship break up, which was awful, did not bear the same results as the one before. I know that I need to change my mind, find something fun for excersize, and then make a change of lifestyle and habits to make it stick. Oh I am really getting off point - the point was - eat breakfast every day to jump start your metabolism, and pb on bagels with chesse is my favorite, and was what today started with.
With celery, the un-food-food. The perfect snack food if I can con myself into the celery part. I had some yesterday, and will again today for late afternoon snack time. My baby sis, she is really the one who is super cute, super thin like my mom, and eats all of the time, small stuff, snacks. Works for her.
Peanut sauce (which is much like butter) in my thai food. Oh is there anything better? Pad Thai - the official dish of Thailand, you have my undying love and the #1 spot in my heart as my favorite comfort meal. Significant things in my life have happened over Pad Thai. Two relationships began, one ended, the last time I talked to my mom, I was eating Pad Thai.
Food - Jesus used it as a central message about his life and death.
Lord, thank you for always putting abundant food in my days and nights. Help me to remember how to use it, not to abuse it, let me remember always those who this post would be a slap in the face, for those who have no food, or live day to day with so little. Thank you for my body, help me to love it as much as you do, to treat it always with kindness and care. In the name of your Son, Jesus, the Christ. Amen.

24 August 2006

today is a day

Breuning_tToday is a day that the Lord has made, so I am going to rejoice and be glad in it.
Why you ask?
Because if you haven't noticed I have been a little down lately. Because this morning my sweetie reminded me, once again, that all I have to do is change my mind about how I will respond to things. Speaking of that, I read this really interesting post from Emerging Women last night, about heal thy self. The post directs to an article out from msnbc.com about mind over matter. Interestingly enough, this has been a long held belief of many world religions. Why then, do we doubt our ability to heal, why do drug companies gain our trust instead of us trusting our own bodies? A great book on this topic is Anatomy of the Spirit, by Carolyn Myss. I highly reccommend it, and think I might just pick it up again tonight.
So - today - is a new day. Thanks to M, C, R(K), W, PPB, M  and all the rest for keeping me in your thoughts, checking in on me from time to time, offering me words of encouragement, words of wisdom and blessings. May you too be blessed today.

23 August 2006

Jesus and my sister

Jesus_and_starbucks_1 Looking for some inspiration today. Feelin' a bit low. So - I ran across this great post from Can you hear me now? about hospitality and lack there of. The rest of my ramblings pale in comparision to this post, so go read it.

Going across country with my baby sister, and now this post, has reminded me of one very important thing I seemed to misplace: love your neighbor as yourself and be kind, tenderhearted, forgive one another. My sister, the most amazing not-Christian, has shown me these qualities and has them in spades.

I am not sure where along the lines this happened, I got crabby, but it is time to put it aside. I have been snapping at people, occasionally using the f-enheimer, and generally been unpleasant to be around. I have forgotten what a joy it is to be me. Somehow, I got this wierd thing, kind of like a rash, where it is all about me, how hurt I am, how the slightest thing like not having wireless, or my co-workers bugging me on vacation or not doing something my way, and so many more examples, have made me unpleasant to be around, difficult to talk to, and all around kinda gross to be in my own skin.

Today is a new day. God give me the heart and kindness to see the logs in my own eyes, give me the heart of compassion and joy that I know you long for me to have. In the words of Ghandi - let me be the change that I wish to see in the world. Take the hurts, my pain, and heal my broken heart. Lead me and guide me to be more like the person you see me to be. Where there is darkness, show me the light so that I might sow and spread it. All in your name, Amen.